Saturday, March 14, 2015

smile, til your heart's content :)

"will you smile, darling?"

and special appearances by my sweethearts:
selly & lulut
the new "jomblo" gang :p

"let's be happy, shall we?"


Tuesday, March 10, 2015

the leftover

i am beyond annoyed.
at times when i need someone to talk to, blah, no one is there.
and when i have a company, others started a fuss saying i'm too busy to hang with.
why is the timing never right?

not to mention, the bad experience i had in melbourne is repeating.
i become another "leftover" ready to be wasted.
as most of my (read: BEST) friends have already taken, i'm here.
all alone.

stuck in the same path,
all over again.

to be honest,
it's painful to see my friends moving on to a new stage of their life.
not that i'm unhappy to see them happy,
but, you know,
being left behind, is somewhat, sad.

and it's not that because i'm being a possessive bitch or whatsoever.
and it's not that i'm not trying hard enough to keep up with them.
but, it's just fate.
it seems like my time is just not...
ready, yet.

well then,
call me if you're free? :)

wore: zara outerwear, zalora tee, charles&keith white wedges, uniqlo fedora hat, minkpink glasses


Wednesday, February 25, 2015

because waiting is painful

i know you wouldn't come
but i somehow wish...
you would.
this consciousness told me to wake up
wake up to this unpleasant reality,
where you do not exist.
where your presence is no longer present.
and even the thought of you
has vanished within a sweet lullaby.

and i became a fool
who waits for nothing.
who hopes for a change that will not happen.
who slowly dies in misery.
but i do wish,
this memory remains alive
although, it starts fading away,
and i'm still wishing.
the you in my mind,
will forever be you who used to be mine.

wore: oline workrobe sweater, bought in melbourne gold dress (worn as skirt), retail therapy clogs 

ps. this post is intended to... NO ONE. seriously. i hope you don't get your imagination wild :)


Saturday, February 21, 2015

Indonesia Fashion Week 2015

it's back! the most awaited fashion event of the year is finally back!
too bad i didn't really have the chance to watch the previous shows as i was studying in Melbourne, but i really hope now's the right time :)

to compliment IFW 2015's colour theme, here's a few shots of my late ootd ;)