a dark unending misery

a voice sleeps unto my head, reminds me a past i could not forget
something that i've been wanting to erase, but never can
something that may change my future
and build a new crossroad on my path

 i want to cry for something that not yet happen

a prediction that makes me go wild

a hunch that shakes my belief

a flaw that i'm afraid to ruin the self in me

 (featuring. my movie/fashion partner: Dyota Maitri)

i can't stand putting a fake smile to the people i care
where in fact, i'm holding such a painful secret that i myself want to bury
too many, just way too many mistakes i did
and nothing remarks my consciousness

i've gone crazy even just to act like normal human

i've gone far way, where it is unbelievably dark

and i want to trust what one said
that there is a way out

ps. dont take the words too literally, it may comes out as a truth or just a confused confession (which adds the fiction parts) ;)

wore: valleygirl sweater, zara tights, happysocks socks, wittner strappy heels, cotton on knit on hand, vintage denim overall, forever new neon orange belt

cheers,

sartob

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