new step

wow,
-i really don't know how to start, so let's just begin with a wow.

actually, i've been wow-ing my life for a while now.
i felt like, i was just moving into a new stage, new step ahead.

why?
it's simply because i'm stepping the year of 17.
not yet, though.
but still, as the time ticks, reaching the day, i felt older & older.

so, two days passed, and i've entered a new circle of life.
university.
it wasn't very shocking, to be honest.
but, hell, there're tons of new people who're standing along the line & they seem ready to run all together.
the thing is, i'm afraid to fall & left behind.
terrified. really.

and my life goes on after that.
we ran together & questioning our future.

this time i felt that i need to be wiser, acting like a true adult.
but, wait.
i still want to enjoy my teen life.
why should i grow faster than any other teenagers?
can i just stay being myself?

at the end, i got my point.
yes, i'm changing.
finding my true self.
let's destiny flow with my feet.
and surprise me every second i have.


ANDDDDD, enough with the mellow thoughts,
let's see the old pics of mine.
i've been wanting to post them, but i kept forgetting, so here they are.
anyway, i miss my long hair uuu :(

cheers,
sartob