awan dan aku

August 13, 2013

awan dan aku

WOOOOHHAAAAAII! I'M BACK TO INDO PEEPS! feel so happy to be back :) i'm so tired feeling homesick not being around the traffic, street food, and hot weather HA!

my flight back to Indo was pretty interesting too. apparently, Gamal from GAC had the same flight as mine and i befriended (read: SokKenalSokDeket) him as the transit time was quite long. he was really friendly & humble although he's a rising star; truly admirable. anyhow, cut the crap with Gamal; the fun started (what at least i thought it was) when i was in the plane from KL to Jakarta. i had the three seats for one & with a great sky view i managed to write myself a poem (i am a loner, forgive me) and here it is...

(ps. it is in bahasa -and no translation is provided yet; sorry!)

AWAN DAN AKU

awan kalbu, melewati malam kenangku yang menguntai cerita cinta

bergilir, ia mengambang dengan penuh tanya

berputar dengan angin sepoi yang gundah

kala, awan itu tertawa malu

dan menyembunyikan dirinya dibalik matahari senja

berbisik manis ia menyapa dunia

dengan curian kilau matahai yang perlahan menerangi jiwaku

kadang, ia marah dan nuansa gelap menaungi langit sambil merintih pilu

rintik demi rintik, air dari surga pun turun membasahi alamku

layaknya sang awan yang kerap meneriakkan perasaannya yang bimbang

hatiku turut mengandung firasat yang berkecamuk

bahagia, pedih, mewarnai hariku yang sepi

melambungkan pertanyaan yang kian merasuki jiwaku;

"dimanakah aku? kemanakah aku akan pergi?"

potongan memori yang kian tumbuh membuatku terayun,

bagaikan awan bingung tertiup angin

adakah sang awan mempunyai pijakan? dimana ia bisa beristirahat dan tinggal diam menatap bumi?

bagaikan hati resah terlalut dalam pahitnya realita,

akankah aku menemukan tempat teduh? dimana hatiku dapat berlabuh?

awan dan aku,

apakah akhir dari kisah kita?

(i even drew the cover in the plane! lol)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i can't believe myself writing that. really? me? HA! i still cant remember what got into my head when i made this. but at least i tried, eh?

anyhow, before posting any #ootd from Indo, lemme show you my neon outfit from da' freakin' cold winter in Melbie :)

wore: vintage green sweater & long shirt inside, bought from india necklace, sportsgirl polkadot socks & bag, jellybeans green jelly sandal, valleygirl colourful beanie