a smile that hides the broken "construction"

hi, world

i just learned that i would never be able to conquer my tears under the roof of disappointment and betrayal

the combination of two - hurts me the most and i realised, today, the feeling was unbearable

then, my mind starts to crumble. all the bad thoughts coming up and breaks me even more

i know that God is testing me through this problem and i could do nothing but to surrender to Him

but still, sometimes i'm just too tired and living this life isn't my priority anymore

i've never known i could be this fragile

the photoshoot below happened before this war started,

but behind every smile, there's always something that breaks down - just like the background

i don't know if the picture itself can bring literal meaning

but well, this proves something that doesn't sound logical, huh?

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anyway, will post report on JFW soon ;)

stay tuned

cheers,

sartob