because waiting is painful

i know you wouldn't come

but i somehow wish...

you would.

this consciousness told me to wake up

wake up to this unpleasant reality,

where you do not exist.

where your presence is no longer present.

and even the thought of you

has vanished within a sweet lullaby.

and i became a fool

who waits for nothing.

who hopes for a change that will not happen.

who slowly dies in misery.

but i do wish,

this memory remains alive

although, it starts fading away,

and i'm still wishing.

the you in my mind,

will forever be you who used to be mine.

wore: oline workrobe sweater, bought in melbourne gold dress (worn as skirt), retail therapy clogs 

ps. this post is intended to... NO ONE. seriously. i hope you don't get your imagination wild :)

 cheers,

sartob