he and my reality

i never thought for once, 

i could finally meet him

a guy who can make me laugh,

til all my problems ran so far away

and like the word sorrow is never invented

i never thought for once,

that i would actually feel what is like to love

or to be loved.

to care or to be cared about.

to not feel alone.

and to share.

i never thought for once,

i will fear losing someone so badly.

fear of making him disappointed.

fear of not giving the best.

and fear of his feeling to change.

and now, since i found him.

i just see the world differently,

in a better way, i suppose.

and taste millions other happiness

i haven't experienced in my life.

so tell me,

is this reality?

or a shit lovey-dovey imagination is ruining my mind?

cheers,

sartob