the future

i think i've been lacking some serious talk here.

i feel like pouring all my feelings out into writing, but then, i stop and think...

what should be the right word to describe this?

i feel like i've just lost something really important.

and i want to grab it back, but i just can't.

i must say, this is the first time i feel this kind of worry.

i doubt i'll find this treasure again somewhere.

i'm not sure whether i'll meet something close to perfect like this

i don't want to miss the chance,

but i know i just can't own this one.

so i stop and think again,

a mysterious world i'm living in, what other secret lies underneath?

i'm so curious to know my future and i believe no one's able to tell me other than God

but i just want a guidance to let me know whether i'm making the right choice

whether i'm walking in the right path

or whether i'm heading to the right end

well, all i can say for now is...

i hope whatever the future has for me, is good.

SPORTSGIRL sweater, unbranded jumpsuit, ZARA slipper

cheers,

sartob